|6 months is about right..
||[Oct. 15th, 2004|08:30 pm]
Wow.. been a while, eh? I couldn't possibly know where to begin. Let's just say I'm living on my own now and am single. I love my apartment... which is good, since I'm paying an ungodly amount for it. This is the second time I've ever lived truly alone, but the first time I've ever done completely on my own.. paying my own rent and all. Does that make me a grown up?|
Jon and I are still friends, for the moment. For today, actually, would be closer to the truth. Lately with him, it's a daily rollercoaster. He is quite upset at the fact that I've been spending copious amounts of time with a guy he despises. But that's the way things roll with me, I suppose. The same thing happened with Jeff and I... after we broke up, we were the best of friends and did everything together.. but the minute I met Jon (who Jeff hated and went a little nuts because of) it ruined everything with us and we basically haven't spoken since. Jon and I seem to be hanging on, but I'm positive it's only because this guy and I aren't dating (for reasons to complicated to ever begin to explain). I'm certain if we were to attempt a real relationship I would never see Jon again, and would probably have some slashed tires or a dead squirrel in my couch cushions or something.
You know... I had typed out 'a dead mouse' but took the time to go back and change it to squirrel because it sounded funnier. On that note. Goodnight.